what's in a name...

my name: Vivian Danella Zamora

the middle name is nothing less than

crucial

half my identity lies in "Danella"

my second entity. my first life. 

just call me hannah montana. i do indeed 

have a second persona or visage if you please.

Danella~God is my judge

Vivian~full of life, 

name of the Lady of the Lake, an enchantress... cool

i'll take it!

most people wish they were named differently

i don't.

vivian is alive and exciting, danella sweet and savvy 

both together. so eloquent. 
never heard a name like it.it's like shopping for a dress in a boutique rather than target. classy and unique.

good job parents

although

vivian is my first name,most[including myself] only knew danella for my first years of life. 

why???

my parents failed to tell me of "vivian"

i got to kindergarten and my teacher called out to me.

no reply.

that's the moment i learned i was a vivian.who knew?

i sure didn't.

she, ms. awalk, barbie of a teacher, asked if i preferred

to be known as danella. naahhhhh. this proves i have always been  up to trying new things...like my first name. 

I settled.

Vivian at school. Danella at church.

my worlds quickly collided and turned into a mash up of Vanilla

Got to BYU, school integrated with church.oy. I couldn't play this game anymore.

so now i'm simply vivian to the world and danella at home with the minor close friend exceptions. 

but i never want to lose either name.

they're just so...me!